john my darling john its 7 years since you have gone you were my husband lover and best friend even though you drove me round the bend i remember the day they told me you had gone i prayed they had got it wrong you were the love of my life i was so proud to be your wife the pain in my heart will never go away its buried deep and will always stay we had so many plans you and i never thought i would be saying goodbye theres not a day goes by that i dont wish you were here i wonder do you see my tears if i had 1 wish it would be to have you back to stay and for you never to go away miss you so much darling shaz xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx